i really should have revised more for my exam this morning rather than following a boyband around the country. ridiculous. i miss last week so badly though. reality is so much more dull than craves and tour. like harvey, its so nice being back into something that we know and that is comfortable. there are times when i think maybe i should have made different decisions in life, but then times like right now i wouldn't change my life for the world. yeah there are some things i've missed out on, but i have also have the most incredible, unique four years ever. i've done something different, and yeah most people think its sad or pathetic of whatever, but they don't understand the amazing times i've had, and the amazing friends i've made because of it. looking back, every journey has been awesome and i am so glad i've had the chance to do things most teenage girls would kill for. sometimes i can't believe some stuff happened, like things we could tell people that would never be believed in a millions years. i love it.
the last time we saw JB to say goodbye was love. we found them down a whitfield street by chance, waited for hours and got to actually talk to them, as opposed to them asking if we wanted photos or autographs. big rob even left us to talk to them, and papa j was was grinning at us lol. kevin gave us all hugs goodbye, and they all thanked us a million times for coming. whhhy do they not just live here?
its also so nice having someone in the house who properly understands stuff like this! me and emma can sit and talk about how amazing last week was, spazz about songs & photos & stuff that i normally keep to myself.
i don't want more exams. i want to finish and go to alton towers! oh and alex if you read this, i know i owe you money for that, i keep meaning to message you but forgetting. so while i remember, if you message me your bank details i'll put some money in there?
i have been listening to this song on repeat for about 3 hours.
Current Music: demi lovato/joe jonas - this is me